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Reality Killed the Video Star [Dec. 1st, 2009|12:51 pm]
[I'm at |Home]
[feeling | quixotic]
[playing |Morning Sun - Robbie WIlliams]

Yes, I think John Mayer's CD is in stores today today today. But sadly, I'm stuck at home today cause I'm sick (but I wasn't planning on leaving the house anyway cause I'll be out for the next 3-4 days. Sentosa Underwater World attachment tomorrow and thursday with Anita! I hope we don't stay in the air conditioned place too long.

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Robbie William's Reality Killed the Video Star is nice nice nice nice (:
I love his lyrics and the way he sings his songs.
& the way he designed his album it's so pretty like a book.

Since you went away my heart breaks everyday
-Track 3 (You know Me)

How do you rate the morning sun/after a long and sleepless night/how many stars would you give to the moon/do you see those stars from where you are/shine on the lost and the loneliest/the ones who can't get over it.
-Track 1 (Morning Sun)

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Just spent the whole morning online, with the telly on in the background playing music videos back to back to back to back. Watched a couple of videos online, including (500) Days Of Summer! I finally watched it and it's damn nice. I love everything from the whole storyline to the way they did it (even if it was so complicated with all the days and all) to the trip in Ikea to the pretty clothes Summer wears in the movie to the way Tom acts/reacts. Okay, I'm rambling and I don't know what I'm saying anymore the medication is taking its effect and I'm totally feeling light headed. I should totally let my laptop rest; it's heating up D:

I wish I was in the Maldives with the cousins now.
Anywhere but here and anything but being sick.

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MACBOOKPRO! [Nov. 27th, 2009|11:28 pm]
[I'm at |Home]
[feeling | ecstatic]
[playing |Ashlee Simpson - Love Makes The World Go Round]

I GOT MY MACBOOK PRO!! Okay, major-ly happy BUT I'm taking a long time getting used to this. Clicked and clicked a lot of stuff. So far, I'm only familiar with PHOTOBOOTH (HAHAHAHA) and how to open my thumbdrive and stuff and of course the internet. However, I'm disgusted disgusted disgusted with the messenger. It's totally sucky/disgusting/fugly! Oh gosh. That's the only bad side of it so far. Oh another one, I can't get used to the keys yet and I'm still trying to figure out how to use my pictures as desktop pictures that are not that pixelfied or whatever it is now. Anyway, I've got the 15 inch one cause my dad said the 13 inch one is so small (he plans to use it see that's the bad thing. I just remembered: I doubt he will use it cause he'll be so lost!) The IT fair was madness - there were way too many people. Way way way way too many people. Claustrophobic much. Okay I'm on the verge of being incoherent because I'm so sleepy already I spent the whole morning reading econs then was out the whole afternoon and spent the evening trying to decipher my new baby. Watched Xmen2 and now I'm here. Okay, the lighted keys fascinate me and I shall use it in my room next time when its fully charged. I've got to transfer my music in here k bye world.
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Last Day Of School [Nov. 26th, 2009|11:33 pm]

Yesssssssss, school finally came to an end. (Happiness however, is only temporary cause I'd be bored by, let's see, perhaps saturday? Unless I get my MacBook Pro then it'll be a whole different story) So anyway, I've got to get down and study like crap. BIO CHEM MATHS ECONS BIO BIO BIO BIO. (note emphasis on biology) Plus do the SAT practice papers, register for it too. Plus meet up with people!

I met up with Denise yesterday and we just talked and talked and talked. I love meeting up with people and just talking all the crap shit nonsense. HAHAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU (: Stayed out till like 10plus, got home around 10.45pm - by far the latest on a school night. (My dad said I had wings already and am flying. Yeah right) Oh well, if only I didn't have schooltoday I could possibly have stayed out a little later.

Went out today with ALY since S couldn't make it, it was just CALY. They wanted to watch Mulan, but I was just so against it just because I didn't want to watch it since we've all watched the cartoon version and all and I just felt that it was watching for the sake of watching something. So anyway, we caught My Girlfriend Is An Agent. IT WAS SO DAMN GOOD. (Okay, I think the guy is cute! HAHA) I totally killed (cried) myself laughing. ROM COM <3

Okay, I'm officially trying to boycott Gramaphone. It just had to go and change and be like That CD Shop, making things go at 3 for $49.90 and 1 cd is like around $20! :( I feel so cheated! Argh argh argh, I'm super affected. HMV now has the lowest price among all the big major maket players (oh gosh this is so econs. But, I LIKE) I think it's like price leadership and all but I don't understand how That CD Shop can be the leader (I'm assuming). Anyway, still waiting for John Mayer! Then I might get Kris Allen and One Republic together and do the 3 for $49.90 thing. But argh, my fifty dollar note will just disappear like that. Oh well, cost and benefit principle. I think I should check out that chinatown store that my aunt brought me too the other time to get my overdue christmas present.

IT fair tomorrow hopefully. I'mwishing really hard that my parents get me the MacBook Pro. (I shall be on my best behaviour tomorrow!) Then at least I'll have something to keep me busy for let's say another week or so?

I'm sorry I've been in such a bad mood these few days. But then again, I don't know why I'm apologising. Please don't be so oblivious to things around you and I don't know, maybe start caring? But then again, if you don't then there's nothing I can do and I'm learning not to give a shit about it. So there, I've had my say and I hope I'll be able to put it behind me during this break. But you'd probably think nothing's the problem anyway so just pretend you never read this if you actually do.

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I JUST FOUND MY ECONS ESSAY FOR FINAL EXAMS BEING USED AS ONE OF THE SAMPLES THEY UPLOADED ONTO MOODLE. SHIT IT REALLY MADE MY DAY (: I wish I wrote neatly! HAHAHA. I'll go to sleep later happy for the rest of the day!

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Lectures Lectures Lectures [Nov. 19th, 2009|04:20 pm]
There's still one more week to the holidays and I've already started planning my holidays. But techanically, all I've done is to allocated days for going out and days for studying, not the full study plan yet. Oh well. I have to do SATs and BIO BIO BIO BIO. Gosh. Okay, time to cut down the internet time (my mum says) and get down to packing my room (yeah I'll never be done packing; I've been packing ever since day one) But that has to wait. Pack for camp first (camp's tomorrow; dread dread dread - cause I hate packing and unpacking) I hope it will be fun and not so much running please my legs are going to give way one day (okay, touchwood).

Sasha's coming back next week! (: & met up with adeline yesterday, had loads of fun with all our nonsense talking and hypothesising (love you!). Still haven't met up with the PLC and denise & edlyn! D: SOOOON PEOPLE.

Okay, I better go pack soon before it's too late (or rather before I fall asleep)

We were fascinated by a caterpillar/worm during bio lecture today (sorry, I just had to add this in)
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Cause I left my heart with you [Nov. 6th, 2009|11:12 pm]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | sleepy]

This week has been long. Quite long and yet short at the same time.

Monday was chinese. Chinese was epic. Morning, met Zenia and then we were totally reading zhe li zhen an jing (the chapter I really really hate cause I don't really understand it - or some parts anyway and the passage is way too long it puts me to sleep). I prayed really hard to be sitting with someone with less distracting habits - think the guy who sat beside me for chemistry final exams; He. Kept. Shaking. His. Leg. - and yeah it kinda worked out and the person (guy) beside me didn't shake his leg like the chemistry paper guy (linda was on my other side). But there was another problem. He sneezes. Okay that's not a problem. The problem is. He. Did. Not. Cover. His. Nose. To an extent that I felt that he's sneeze landed on my arm THAT IS COVERED WITH JACKET (oh no, not paranoid) It really felt like there was a drop on my jacket. Gosh. (later I found out that Zenia had the same problem and she experienced the same thing!! So there. Not paranoid!) Paper was crazy. Compo I just wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote. Paper 2 - some walt disney passage came out and zhe li zhen an jing came out too. Left it alone and tackled the other questions first cause I knew I would need a lot of time to think. The multiple choices were all so close they are so hard to choose/differentiate. Anyway, lunch with Zenia afterwards and she kept making me laugh so hard I was on the verge of tearing.

Tuesday was a totally waste of time I swear. I wanted to skip (cause it would've been PW the whole day) Asked my civics tutor the day before and he told us we could only leave at around one in the afternoon and that it would be PW the whole time. In the end I went anyway cause I felt bad and I said I would bring my Taboo and plus I needed food. So yeah, we totally did not do anything PW and just played/slept/slacked/stoned. Sneaked out of school at around 1230 (okay, didn't sneak but it kinda counts as "sneaking out"), went home while the rest went over to linda's house to play rock band. Came home and just slept slept slept.

Wednesday wanted to skip school yesterday but then came an sms that we have to bring our GPF file on tuesday night. Then no choice must go to school cause the file was with me. Plus we were going to have our last oral presentation dry run before the real actual one next wednesday. But argh, really didn't feel like going the whole time because I was dreading the presentation. I've gotten so sick and tired of re-reading my script over and over and over and over again. It's like we keep presenting to everyone the same things and I bet they are equally as bored as I am presenting it to them for let's say almost 5 times? Gosh, I think I can read my script in my sleep now. After that we just did our GPF and had lunch and walked with Anita and Qianying. Dad was at home - sent his car for servicing. Then in the night, went over to meet my mum and then headed to Centrepoint for dinner cause the 'rents wanted to shop at Robinsons. Dinner at the Soup Restaurant. Bought two shirts from Gap. They have new jackets! Oh gosh, way better (thicker!) than the one I have now. Then when we were paying for the shirts, the cashier told us that the jacket I had was going at half the price. (OMG ARGH) Paid so much for it then and five months later it's at half price. Oh well, I guess thats the way it always is. I want to get the hoodie that is designed for guys! The guys clothes are always so nice and its times like these I wish I were a guy. The hoodie! (think big and baggy and comfy) lovelovelove. Okay, fair enough, my jacket is quite big now, but it's too thin! I don't even feel warm wearing it. Argh okay next time I will get the hoodie for guys. Bought a book too - Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me?

Thursday. Another slack day, our timetable ended at 9am. But I went cause we weren't going to do anything in school but we were going to have our first ever (full attendance) SCALY outing! & also to celebrate Sherly's birthday. So went to school and slacked slacked slacked. Read Remember Me? and finished it at about 11am (OMG I WANT TO KILL MYSELF FOR FINISHING IT). It was an awesome read, love the characters! Lexi and Jon!! Okay yes typical of me to like the happy ending. Headed to cafe for cheese tofu and random chats plus anita managed to get to a new level in Bounce! (I got to another level by myself later at my mum's shop and we're at the last level already, so sad). Then it started raining heavily. We waited for the rain to lessen (sorry wrong word right but I can't think of the correct term) then headed out for our outing with jiaying as our guest star. Headed to iluma for lunch and coraline in 3D. Lunched at Manhatten Fish Market. I WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. Sherly and Jiaying and I rock cause we were damn good eaters!! Anita and Linda seemed to eat non-stop, but when they went to the toilet, we realised that they still had a lot on their platter and we really wondered what they were eating/doing. Then Coraline in 3D. The 3D glasses were so uncomfortable they were on my nose and I couldn't breathe properly. I feel asleep at one part cause I was too tired. Overall, quite nice but quite predictable and a little freaky. Then we just walked round and round iluma, checking out the shops. Parted - took a train down to meet my mum, anita & sherly went home, qian ying went to linda's house to wait for further instructions for the sleepover at Esther's. Ate with mum, then grocery shopping at carrfour then home sweet home.

Today was slacky and boring. No school, so slept in but woke up early anyway cause I went and put my alarm at 7plus. Lazed around in bed, the weather was too nice for me to get up. When my mum finally got me out of bed, had breakfast then had to do all the boring chores - fold clothes. I swear its the worst thing ever. I only like folding towels and things to be ironed (can anyhow fold cause it's going to be ironed anyway). Caught the EMAs; love the tribute for MJ, the U2 performance, Katy Perry's hosting and Backstreet Boys appearance! Then slacked slacked and talked to Anita online had lunch and waited for Esther to come and get Taboo. In the end, esther didn't come, she went over to Asilah's to borrow hers. So I went to sleep without setting my alarm. Woke up just nice at 5pm, jumped out of bed and went to shower. Headed over to mum's store. Saw the gym coach at potong pasir mrt. Lucky I didn't go over to the end to board the train. He could have seen me but then he might not have recognised me cause one, I wasn't in school attire, two, my hair was down and I was wearing specs, (see why I hate living so near school! I'm always fearful of whom I might see at the MRT station) Went to Ion, met up with aunt and cousin. (oh gosh my cousin is getting very obnoxious I can't stand it; she's too proud. If you think I'm spoilt, she's way way way way way way worse. All my cousins on my mother's side are). Went to epicentre to check out the MacBook Pro (oh gosh I really want one pretty pretty please). Dinner at Swensons and then left for home.

So here I am now.

I'm trying to find the songs I heard on the radio but I can't seem to figure out the title and it doesn't help that my speakers arn't working at all. I need to go arrange some PW thing soon. OP on wednesday oh gosh. It's so soon and it will be over soon enough and we'll be free! FREE FROM PW oh my the end is near I can almost taste it. Alright, off to try to jump higher in Icy Tower on FB and then I'm off to sleep. No tuition tomorrow and I'lm going to attempt to either clean up the study room or do some tuition homework. (key phrase: going to attempt) I think I forgot everything already I am so screwed.

Goodnight world.

I don't know where the hell I'm going/but I'm going after you
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Here we go again again again [Oct. 26th, 2009|12:22 am]
[I'm at |Home]
[feeling | sad]

Please don't let me wallow in self pity and do something to make me forget everything that I already know.

This weekend pretty much rocked and sucked at the same time, depending on the sequence of events or whatever you want to call it (I'm actually quite incoherent cause it's so late plus I'm so sad). But I'm really glad for all my friends being there for me. They really really are the best. (Amazing how we bond through all of this) Life sucks take drugs (haha, random thought but don't worry I won't) Although we should just live like we're dying and try it anyway (haha okay strike that). Shit, slap happy already.

There are other things on my mind but its way too late already so next time perhaps & I promise I'll be fine. Just get me ice cream? (: Not that it really works but what the hell, I predict hot weather later.
 

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EGGCITING! [Oct. 17th, 2009|11:20 pm]
[I'm at |Home]
[playing |The All American Rejects - Mona Lisa]

I survived results yesterday.

Quite disappointed for Chemistry and Math and GP. CHINESE WAS OMG. One more mark (overall) to an A! Sad sad case. Econs was the best. Thank you very much. Highest in class together with Qianying! Overall second in class I think. AH, if only my MSAs were better, I think I could have hit  at least 80 too. Oh well, I'm happy already, considering I spent my whole night (before the paper), did not touch bio at all (therefore an E). Might try and apply for H3 econs. (No harm right?)

ABCD for EMCB (66 rank points) Nice right. I've been on steady decline since the start of the year (71, 68, 68 then now 66) Gosh.

Ah well, since I got to go pack already, I shall continue another day.
Class BBQ tomorrow (:
I'm eggcited (QY's going to kill me for spelling it this way cause she hates eggs)

Truth or dare tomorrow :S GOSH

Grocery shopping, marinating chicken, water polo, tennis, BBQ 
AWESOMEZXZX. Goodnight everyone.

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SHIT IT'S FRIDAY ALREADY [Oct. 15th, 2009|10:48 pm]
[I'm at |Home]
[feeling | scared]

Facebook is acting up again (in case you wondering why you see this on FB, it's because I imported my LJ. So yeah) Plus itunes isn't working either. I sense some bad things going to happen soon (Okay, touch wood). Let's try windows media player. Then again, it's alright. It takes too long and I haven't uploaded/imported/whatever BSB into it.

My whole body is aching from two consecutive days of captain's ball and yesterday's training (I swear Z&M&QY are the best friends ever but but but they can't stop making fun of me) . Yesterday's captain's ball was scary! The guy from S20 was so weird/intense/whatever word describes him. Today was way way way better cause we were evenly matched and there was lesser people on court and the sun was out (not exactly good but my tan's fading so you get the drift). It was a really great workout (so much so that I couldn't bring myself to climb up 4 flights of stairs).

PW was total crap cause we just got scolded for lousy/pathetic/not up to expectations Organisation of Ideas :(

Okay, I'm too tired to think of what else to type except that tomorrow (or rather later) is results and I'm absolutely terrified :S I don't know if I can get that A for econs and whether or not I get to keep my 4H2s. (I really hope I get that A for econs even though its like only 3 people in class got A overall and 2 is more or less confirmed qianying and ben which leaves 1) Ah, I feel like ponning school now. It's going to be an emotional roller coaster ride tomorrow.

I hope to get it over and done with soon. Then play/laugh/joke like it didn't happen.

Okay I'm getting incoherent already. Goodnight world.
 

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What I know now <3 [Oct. 14th, 2009|12:22 am]
[I'm at |home]
[playing |Backstreet Boys - What I know now]

Life should be like a game of cards / You make a mistake / Shuffle the deck and start over / It should be just like drivin in your car / Get lost and your navigation system / Gets you closer / But there ain't no handbook / You're on your own / Got no instructions / When it comes to love / Cuz once you do something / Can't be undone / Wish I could take back / Letting you go / If I knew then / What I know now / I wouldn't have said / I don't need you around / Alone in this mess / Silence is so loud / So I would treat you the best / Baby if I knew then / What I know now (What I know now) / What I know now (What I know now) / What I know now (What I know now) / Yeah I would treat you the best / Baby if I knew then / What I know now / Life should come with remote controls / Then I could rewind into / The time it was better / It should have a restart button / So, I could travel right back / To the day that I met her / But there ain't no handbook / You're on your own / Got no instructions / When it comes to love / Cuz once you do something / Can't be undone / Wish I could take back / Letting you go / If I knew then / What I know now / I wouldn't have said / I don't need you around / Alone in this mess / Silence is so loud / So I would treat you the best / Baby if I knew then / What I know now (What I know now) / What I know now (What I know now) / What I know now (What I know now) / Yeah I would treat you the best / Baby if I knew then / What I know now / Cuz there ain't no handbook / You're on your own / Got no instructions / When it comes to love / See once you do something / Can't be undone / Wish I could take back / Letting you go

Okay I think I'm in love with the new album already. It's been playing on repeat and I think I know the lyrics to the first 5 songs already and the tune to the rest of the album (sorta). It takes me 2-3 songs to walk home from across the bridge at the opposite bus stop. (: (so techanically, I kinda know the lyrics to the first 3 songs quite well)

Ohwell, long day ahead. Training! (: (I hope they don't cancel and make us sad all over again) Oh but we're bringing our bat and balls so even if they cancel, we'll self train! (or rather, laugh and play)
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I'm turning into one damn whiny kid [Oct. 12th, 2009|11:54 pm]
[I'm at |Home]

Today was terrible. It was totally slacky. Which was good though. But a total waste of time! Should. Have. Stayed. At. Home. And. Slept. The weather was fantastic in the afternoon. Basically we just had free time for GP (we were supposed to do the J2 mock paper thing though) then Econs we basically bitched. HAHAHA. It was so funny to see mrliang's reaction to our bitching. & he just gave us the time to bitch after telling us what to prepare for the next lesson cause derrick didn't collect the tutorial set earlier. Then one and half hour break (way way way way too long). Chem - oh the horrors. I think I failed :( anyhow, I think her comments on consistency and then doing terribly? I think it was me :( then maths lecture was the GC fastest fingers competition. QY and I were listening to BSB and we fell asleep. It was all good (: Then maths tut - INTEGRATION. It killed me again. Argh, I better go study it soon before its too late. Then home sweet home because laoshi didn't come today. First time in forever I went home at 3pm. Gosh, it felt so gooood. (:

FINALLY TALKED TO HAZEL TODAY. She totally MIA-ed like almost half a year :( (ARE YOU READING THIS GIRL) We are so going to go overseas together okay. You convince mine to not make me take medicine (but still send me overseas) and I'll convince yours to let you go overseas with me! (: HAHAHA. Help me get a blackbirdfly in Japan! :D

I seriously need to talk to Sasha! :(
Craaaaap. Where's everyone when you need a listening ear. Or just someone to bitch/whine/complain to.

Another long day tomorrow. WIth extra PW lecture :(
I'm considering dropping something! We all wonder if S19 will still exist next year D:

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You make me smile <3 [Oct. 11th, 2009|10:54 pm]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | bored]
[playing |The Rasmus - Your Forgiveness]

Facebook's acting up again and I'm so bored cause I can't reply people! :(
So I'm back here.

Cut my hair today. It's thinner now and shorter (obviously) and harder to manage. I doubt you'll catch me with my hair down in public anytime soon. Got to let it regrow first. Ion's actually really boring. There isn't much to do there. But maybe it's because I've never really explored it fully yet. (it's always too crowded)

I'm actually dreading school tomorrow. I don't want to have lessons. Plus I haven't done maths for tutorial tomorrow. Integration killed me. I could only do the first part of the first question and I'm stuck already and I gave up. I'm so dead for tomorrow. At least we can go home early cause chinese is cancelled (sorta). The only thing I'm looking forward to is PE on wednesday. And perhaps training in the afternoon. Minus whatever physical training we're going to do. Just skills please.

I really want to watch (500) Days of Summer before friday. I'm certain I'm grounded for life after friday. I can just imagine myself getting back the sure-to-be-horrible-results. For the next four days, I'm on a quest to find the best place (where no one will see) to go cry. Currently, I'm thinking the fourth floor. (But it sucks to know that I have to climb up four flights of stairs just to cry). Therefore, must watch on thursday or friday after training. Or skip training because I'm predicting sadness and I need something to cheer me up. I hope zenia and mabel don't pon training, I know I can always count on them to make me laugh no matter how bad things are. (QY has bio, argh)

I better go make a happy playlist..
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How did I let you get here under my skin [Oct. 10th, 2009|12:47 pm]
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[I'm at |Home]
[feeling | numb]
[playing |Backstreet Boys - Bye Bye Love]

Back again to revive this poor poor neglected LJ of mine.

I'll skip the rants about promos prep and promos itself. (I wanted to post stuff about it but I always type halfway then give up)

PW week's over. Thank goodness. It was one whole week of nothing but chinese and pw and break in our timetable. At least the breaks were long enough to save us from having too much PW/Chinese. I think we've made good progress. It looks more likea report now and I just hope we'll at least get a high ME/EE for A&E after so much we've put in this week. Thankfully our teacher didn't shoot us down (else I think we would have been pretty demoralized). Anyhow, PW week is overrr. But dry run for OP is coming up. OHGOSH. I need to speak loudly for the next few weeks!! & BE HEARD.

I'm so dreading this coming Friday. We've getting back all our papers and I think I did quite badly. I'm at risk (self declared) of having to drop my fourth H2 :(( Thing is, I don't actually mind dropping it. I just don't want to have to change classes and be the new girl in class all over again when everyone else in that class knows one another for a year already. That's the worst part. Not such a good idea to start everything afresh especially when it's such a crucial year next year.

A pass is all I'm asking for.

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Been talking to Sandra last night and now. We didn't really catch up but we just talked nonsense (: & we both really really really miss secondary school. I miss the familiarity of it all. (sorry, I'm being really emo now but I can't help it)

After almost a year, I think I don't really like JC that much. It's going by way too fast; I'm wasting too much time worrying and overanalyzing things - about how people would think of me and whether I'm being too nice or cold. You worry about offending people especially your classmates because you don't want it to affect your friendships because you're going to be with them for a long time, spending everyday and every lesson with them. Plus there's way too much politics (all around). I really miss being in an all girls school. You don't develop crushes or have eyecandies (unless you're les, then its a whole different story) in school, you stay focus and the only time you see guys is when you go home/tuition and there's no chance at all you'll ever like them because you only see them once or twice a week. You can talk about anything and everything under the sun because you know your friends and you're just so comfortable with them. You know they will always be there for you through whatever shit. You don't have time to maintain your friendships outside school or even within school itself because you are just so damn busy and your parents are just so unreasonable/strict (see why I would rather have a thousand and one siblings). Most of your friends would have gone ahead with their lives and changed a lot, but you're still hanging on to whatever there is left to hold on to and it's making you sad when they've changed into someone else altogether (okay the extreme). And every time you worry about results because the class is just way too small and everyone else just seems to be so good and you don't want to be at the bottom because it'll be so hard to climb back up when you've always been near the top and everyone expects so much from you. (They don't believe you when you say you're not going to do well) & I'm still not used to having guys around (though I'm fine with the guys in my class), it's making me way too self conscious. & you just spend your whole time worrying about things that are not even worth second thoughts - like "oh shit i think I just gave a very dumb answer", "oh crap, what would they think of me now" and whether or not people like you.

Okay, I've taken way too long to type this post. (Or rather I've took such a long break that I've no idea what else to write).

I guess I'll go find more lyrics to save into the ipod & think of what to do tonight. I still want to watch (500) Days Of Summer! Argh.

I think X know my deepest darkest secret. (okay, it's not a dark secret)

&I apologise for the emotional rant.
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revived [Jun. 23rd, 2009|05:20 pm]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | bored]

Haven't updated in ages.
Feel to need and urge to create a new one, a new start, a new beginning.
But there's just so much to do and so little time.
(You can also blame it on my lack of proper time management skills; I rather FB then blog, sorry sasha!)

School holidays are coming to an end.
This is the one holiday that truely and ultimately sucked.
Doesn't. Feel. Like. A. Freaking. Holiday.

Rant over;
All the best for exams everyone.

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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2009|11:21 am]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | calm]

Today is elearning day and its time to slack in front of the computer and listen to lectures at home. This is way more productive, no sarcasm intended.

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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2009|04:30 pm]
OMGSHIZZZ.
FIND ME THAT HOLE FAST.

I'm starting to wonder what my project work is really all about.
Dang, it's not a good sign.
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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2009|06:35 pm]

Find me a hole somebody and bury me in it.

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(no subject) [Apr. 17th, 2009|10:28 pm]

I don't know anything anymore.
Sometimes things just don't go your way very often.
Wait, strike that. It doesn't go my way AT ALL :/
Well, at least for this week.
Lets hope next week will be better.

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DAVID ARCHULETA IN SINGAPORE! [Apr. 6th, 2009|10:35 pm]
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OMG, I CAN'T FREAKING BELIEVE DAVID ARCHULETA IS IN SINGAPORE LIKE RIGHT NOWW. & MY MUM FINALLY ALLOWED ME TO GO CATCH HIM LIVE TOMORROW. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG YESSSSSS. HYPERVENTILATE HYPERVENTILATE HYPERVENTILATE. YES YES YES YES. PLEASE LET ME WIN THOSE TICKETS. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

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The week ahead.. [Apr. 5th, 2009|07:21 pm]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | cheerful]

Busy week ahead.
DAVID ARCHULETAAAAA!
CRICKET!
SPORTS DAY!
SASHAAAA! <3
Enough said.

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Timing is everything [Mar. 18th, 2009|10:51 am]

Caught up with my favourite shows!
Ohmygosh! Gossip Girl!
Chuck finally realises Blair is the one for him and Blair is at some hotel and Carter walks in and buys her a drink and it ends there. D-A-M-N.

Fate is cruel.
But then again, its just a show (x

We'll see how good/evil it is then in my life.
I need a yearbook and a quiet corner in the library.

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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2009|12:01 am]

Cut the hair today.
Its shorter now and I have semi-fringe (x

I'm done with holiday lessons, just homework left.
I feel good after completing my enzymes tutorial.
I so need to do well in bio! :D

Now all I have to do is sit and wait for thursday and friday to come.
Please take your time to come though.
I don't want to go back to the mundane school routine again so soon.
Meanwhile, I'll just do something productive like study econs and bio.
(to make up for my sure-to-be-disappointing MSA results)

Rainy days are the bombzxz (applicable to only when I'm at home)

I can't wait for davidarchuleta's performance.

I hope jonasbrothers, secondhand serenade, the script, one republic, britney spears, katyperry, lady gaga, david cook and many many more comes soon (but please don't all come this year, else I'll be broke. I don't mind if you come for singfest though)

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Holidays & Homework [Mar. 16th, 2009|07:19 pm]
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[feeling | creative]

Yessssssss, the holidays have descended upon us.
& teachers have showered us with loads of love in the form of homework.
(Well, I don't think there's much homework actually, so I'm just rambling)

Went back for school today for chinese.
I really really like chinese now.
I'm like obsessed.
NEED THAT A :D

I'm also covetting that supersampler and oktomat and diana F+.
ZOMG, I WANT THEM NOWWWWW.
I'm so getting the supersampler soon.
I just have tooooo.

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It's playing on repeat [Mar. 14th, 2009|12:15 am]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | creative]

I'm so going to fail bio and econs! :D
My mum thinks I'm nonchalant about it.
Actually, I agree with her whole heartedly cause I really haven't felt the urge to study yet.

On the side note, MSAs are over and holidays have descended upon us!
I feel like doing the London Tipton's "Yay Me!" right now.

A lot of things happened today but its too long to like type it here.
Or rather, I am lazy.

Anyway, the gist of it is, bought a webcam, bought storybooks and vcds!:D
WILD CHILD and NICK & NORAH'S INFINITE PLAYLIST!!
SHANYNGGGG, I got N&NIP! (:

I've been chatting with people nonstop since I got home!
Caught up with Sandra and Patricia! :D
Too bad Sasha's school cut off the video call thing after 11pm aus time.
SASHA, SOOOOON!

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SORE THROAT KILLS [Mar. 9th, 2009|10:15 am]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | sick]
[playing |your call - secondhand serenade]

I've started using twitter too!
Haven't really got used to the whole thing yet though.

Anyway, I'm coughing myself silly while I'm at home.
Missed Chinese MSA! :(
Its the one MSA I did NOT want to miss.
GAHHHH.
I hope my chinese teacher is kind enough to let me resit for it and actually count my marks.

This feeling aof being sick is horrible.
I haven't been this sick since the stomach flu after the O level SS paper.

On the side note, got an sms from ZENIAAAA that we're going to have half day.
For the good A level results.
One word: AWESOMEEEEEE!

Okay, gotta get off this chair and start studying for MSAs.
Bio/Chem/Maths/Econs flood my brain with useful and important knowledge please.

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CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH [Mar. 6th, 2009|11:00 pm]
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OMGZ, SILLY LITTLE CRUSH, GO AWAY

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away

This song is stuck in my head.
ANITAAAAAAAAAAA, help.
Sing more Jason Mraz since I'm tone deaf according to you (x
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Save My Soul From School Please [Feb. 27th, 2009|11:22 pm]
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[feeling | depressed]

School really sucks now.
I'm feeling dumber as the days goes by.
Every lesson makes me feel worse.
The 2 worst ones are probably GP & BIO.

My favourite subject is chinese,
& my favourite lesson is PE.
I go to school for PE.
(its probably going to change when we stop playing captain's ball and start training for Napfa)

Poly sounds really good now.
Someone save me.

I think I'm going to go into depression sooon.
Its that bad.
(had a meltdown because of Econ's essay on wednesday)
Great, just great.

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I'm yours/do do do do do [Feb. 13th, 2009|10:04 pm]
[I'm at |home]
[feeling | tired]

This week has been fair so far.
Today was even better.

I only had GP and Chemistry today! :D

Sat with my new class today in the CC for morning assembly and assembly today.
(Total Defence in JCs is way better than in sec sch)
Made acquaintances today.
A girl from GESS and a guy from SAS.

GP was quite okay.
I like the lecturer; she's real articulate or maybe is her accenty voice! (x
We were watching some movie, obviously I have forgotten the title.
Then we had our break and by then I was starving.

The whole canteen was like packed an messy and loud.
The whole Student Council thing about Friendship Week.

So the gang decided to gather at our favourite place - the gallery!
Had a sandwich and some milk tea for break.
Rushed to chemistry and it was way way way crowded.

Lots of people had their balloons and some of it few up up and away.
Three bucks per balloon. WOW MAN.
Your friendship with whoever just flew away, my fellow schoolmates, with the balloon.
I love Chemistry now, because we're just going through mole concept.

After chem, it was FREEEEDOM!
We were bored at the gallery so I realised that there was a tennis ball on the field.
Ramya and I went and got it and started playing with it.
We played pass the ball and monkey.
& I was perspiring ike crazy.
The people on the other side saw us and decided to play too.
They went and picked up tennis balls from wherever.
(Tennis courts are at the rooftop = tennis balls everywhere)

Finally decided to eat because Brenda, Sarah, Zenia had CSE.
I was like soaking wet, loads of sweat patches on my SA uniform (x
Damn embarrassing can, but it was fun to the maximum.

Went to the library to do some homework + study econs for one hour.
Met back at the gallery and waited out for cricket to start.
It was quite fun!
Because we've been practicing catching and throwing tennis balls,
Zenia and I were consistent in passing each other the cricket balls!
Except for those times our balls bumped into each other midair.
We would start laughing then.
Or rather, I would break out into laughter and was uncontrollable for a few seconds.
The sun was baking hot man.
At this rate I'm going, wednesday+friday+saturday afternoon sun, I've to sunblock my skin.
I'm getting darker each day manz.

I love the throwing and catching (x
I can't hold the Cricket bat like a tennis racket so its tough.

Stayed back to cool down with Zenia and Liying and Classy.
We had a lot of laughs man!
I realised, that the people I wasn't really close too in sec sch,
I'm getting to know them better.
It's the same for primary school to secondary school too.
So left the school around 630pm.
Trudged to the busstop in record time of 6 minutes.
Caught 142 to Toa Payoh and bought my chinese books.
Extended my concession! :D
(Doesn't it feel good to be a student?)

The rest is history.
I'm tired now & my legs keep cramping.
I'm off.
Have to study my brains out for the rest of the weekend.

So, Happy Valentines Day & Friendship Day! :D
Spread the love!
Sorry, I might not send out greetings like I use to because I'm afraid of exceeding limit!
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CCA FAIR! [Feb. 11th, 2009|07:04 pm]
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[feeling | happy]

Well, I realised that I blogged about everything except the finale of Orientation.
It was fantabulous.
We were like the cheerleaders of the entire kingdom cause we were in charge of cheer.
So we went around the different groups in ilio and taught them the cheer.
It was kinda fun! :D
Orientation finale was great.
I love the MASS DANCE! :D
Beat It is -hands down- so much betterrr.

Having lectures this week.
I didn't get my geog for H1.
Got econs instead.
Appealing to do 4H2 now.
Haven't actually met the class except for the fact I'm all alone and register #1.
(that is unless I change classes)
I'm still having mixed feelings about 4H2.

So anyway, today was by far the best day ever, out of the 8 days I've been in SA.
Everyone wore their new uniform today.
(its so hard to spot people without dotszxz)
I dislike the uniform checking lady/auntie/teacher.
So I'm like getting people to help me change my uniform (x

OHOH, it was the best day so far because we only had 2 lessons for the day.
We went to the library to "do" some maths.
& Zenia made me laugh so hard I cried. SHEESHH.
(In my own defense, we did actually do MATHS)
SHIT, MSAs are coming sooon.

We were sitting at the self proclaimed losers table today for lunch (x
It was so out of the yellow line! (x HAHAHAHAHHA.
Everyone was like looking at us when we sat down at that table lah (x
Everyone laughs at me because I carry my bag on my shoulders when I'm eating.
I'm the joke! Sarah & Zenia thinks I'm preparing to make the escape from midair.
They think its a parachute! HAHAHA.
Breaks are LOVE! <3
We laughed alotalotalot.

CCA fair was funfunfunfunfunfun.
I'm so going to join Cricket! :D
&& Photographic Society.
But I've got a situation.
IT CLASHESSSSS.
PS is on wednesdays and C is on wednesdays&fridays.
So I've got to enquire first.

Since it was raining heavily this afternoon, we were stuck in the school.
Was at a loss as to walk home/take mrt then bus.
So me and Zenia got bored.
So we asked the coach is we could join them in their practice.
It was kinda fun, though it was simple.
Then Sarah and Jaya joined us.
Then we went up to the gallery and played.
Zenia kinda threw the ball at me and I didn't catch it a few times.
Once it dropped all the way down and I was like chasing it.
It went onto the track and it was like pouring heavily.
Then a very nice cricket guy told me that he'll get it for me!(x
HAHAAH! I was damn embarrassed okayyyy.
Cause I kinda stood there doing nothing.
Then after they started sitting on the "bleachers".
& there were guys practicing and they were like looking at me and zenia pass the ball to one another! :S

Zenia left soon after cause the bus would be crowded.
We left awhile later.
Sarah kept laughing at my bag's raincoat.

I love Stmarg's girlsssss.
They make JC life more fun! :D

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Day 4 of Orientation [Feb. 5th, 2009|09:39 pm]
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[feeling | blah]

Today is probably the best day among all the past few days.
Seriously, even Sarah and Zenia agrees with me.
Even though today was kinda slack-y, it was way funner than all the other days.
I loved that game we had today; it was cooool.

Managed to get my Once a Saint Always a Saint shirt from SAS today.
The guys in the office were like guessing why we were there (x

I WALKED HOME TODAY :D
10 MINUTESSSSSSSS

I'm walking home foreverxzx from SA.

OMG, GO AWAY RUDE PEOPLE TAGGING ON THE ORIENTATION SITE'S TAGBOARD.
They don't deserve your insults.
They are mighty fine people.

Yes, its finally the end of orientation tomorrow.
Go iliooooo :D

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Thanks Sasha! You really made my day yesterday!
Don't drift too :D

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Day 3 of Orientation [Feb. 4th, 2009|07:21 pm]
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[feeling | sad]

Today was physically less straining, but I was tired all the same.
(did not manage to get a good night's rest either)
We had Earthquick (think earthquake) today - Earth's Challenge.
Only managed 2 stations (x

Magically, we (Me, Sarah, Zenia) were unintentionally isolated.
We just happened to be always alone with just one another's company.
We feel antisocial-ish.
(I have been using -ish a lot lately)
Used the bag's raincoat today to protect the bag today!
It was super cool okay, but so orange-y and bright.

So anyway, tomorrow's the day we make our choices for subject combinations.
I'm really torn between taking 4H2 and 3H2.
(Where are all they 17/18/19 year olds when you need them!)
Now, I don't feel like taking geography at H2 level cause I hate the physical aspect of it.
I only like Human Geography.

Shizzzz, I think my gastric's coming back.
I haven't been eating properly again, what with them deprieving us of food until like 2/3pm.
(that's why I couldn't sleep last night even though I was dead tired)

I've definitely got to make more friends (both girls & guys)
(Girls I can handle, the real problem is, what do I say to guys!)
I can count the number of friends I have with literally one hand.
(of course, that excludes the stmarg's people)

Go away stomach problem. Please!
You've made me feel horrible for a day already.

I feel like crying.
I miss Adeline, Hazel, Sandra, Sasha, Shanying a lot a lot.
Its not the same without them.
I think I'm going to feel really terrible in SA.
(even though its my dream school and all)
I'm homesick. (home being stmarg's).

All those crazy & fun things we used to do and not caring what others think?
I think its
impossible now.

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